Set you as a seal upon my heart

I have never been so honored as I have been tonight, My step-mom, dad and brother came into town this weekend to attend Katarina's first birthday party, and if having many people loving on my daughter wasn't honoring enough, my stepmom asked me if I would be Gavin's Godmother... she told me she admires my faith so much that she wouldn't want anyone else to be the spiritual leader in my brother's life.... We both cried and held each other in the freezing cold, as she told me how she admires the path I have chosen to be with Jesus, and how having Faith isn't always easy, and how I can minister to that fact well, seeing as I have been here and there and everywhere up and down and inside out in my walk with Jesus...

battling the things of this world vs. the kingdom of God is incredibly trialling but just like anything else it's entirely worth it, and it's the only thing that is here to stay... everything on this Earth is temporary, but God is eternal, and He is good! Loving, faithful, and his plans for you are better than your plans for yourself...

right now I am listening to praise music and my daughter is dancing, at times I believe she can see and speak to angels.. who says our ability to speak and see angels should end with infancy? Seek and you will find! Knock and the door will open!

To be able to shut our eyes from the world and to look to God by setting our hearts and minds on Him is a trial in itself, especially when you've only endured hardship and adversity in your life, and are skeptical that this "invisible man in the sky" even cares for you... but HE DOES. I SPEAK THE TRUTH! I AM NOT CRAZY! I AM IN LOVE!

I am in Love with the living God who lives in everyone and burns and yearns for each and every one of us! So many of us choose our will over HIS and that is why we are blinded to EVERYWHERE He is.. just like a lyric from a mewithoutYou song states beautifully..."I used to wonder where you are, these days I can't find where you're not!"

Don't turn a blind eye to the only love that never fails.

PRAISE HIM!

HE IS FAITHFUL! HE IS GOOD!

and I want Him to be first place in my heart.

I have endured much adversity, but it has only built up my resiliency, and I am walking proof.. that no matter what hardships you face, God is still real, He is still faithful, and He never fails you....