The Bolder Thing to do...

There are times in your life when you are presented with a trial, a choice that no matter what your decision is it's a bold one....

People may not agree with your decision, they may point out consequences and the ramifications of such a decision, but only you are living your life and only you know what the best choice is to make.

I have made such a decision this morning, I made a leap of Faith for the well-being and the happiness of me and my dearest loved one.. my daughter...

I have big plans for our lives, I have built ourselves a fortress out of the wreckage of the storm that was a year ago, and I don't plan on letting anything tarnish the walls of that fortress..

I have never been one to stand up for myself, I have never been one to be bold when the situation may call for it, and also call for the boldness to effect another negatively... but when you're stuck between a rock and a hard place and boldness is your only rope out.. you choose to sacrifice the risk of being bold.. for the safety and promise of your future...

I have been struggling all day, wondering if I was gracious in my decision, testing the fruit of my decision, and weighing out the truth in my bold proclamation and from what i can see there can be many paths from here, some might be tangled, but the Lord will set them straight for He is already three steps ahead of me.

There is always the grey area between what is morally best, and what is legally best.. and in the bible morals defeat legality 10 fold....

trying to do the best for everyone is hard when it comes to making a decision that does not only effect yourself but several others... but even though the other party might not see it at first as the best decision... overall if you trust your heart, and follow the Lord's steps the outcome will be good on all accounts.

In the meantime I have to have Faith, Faith that what is being done in the bigger picture is good.. to be able to see beyond the circumstance at hand and to trust that the decision I made will not have ramifications but bring relief, and promise for hope and a future.

Lord let your will be done!

AMEN