A Love Like Theirs

the desires of my heart are so great
it's time I lock more out
the hindges of this gate
are closing me in
the agony of waiting for my fate
has me weary and faint
sometimes my heart spins so fast
I feel like i'm falling
like I'm being chased
but I don't want to be caught
and You are there You are always there
and You see me falling apart
You know the desires of my heart
You know the pain within me
and You never depart
and yet it's not fair
I want a love like theirs
I want a love like Yours
I want a love
a love
so great
So deserving that we can end this race
please let me not fear the chase
let my heart find peace
in You, in He
show me
show me
your plans already
my patience is running thin
You don't have your hands in
bad things happening to good people
so why?
why?
I wanna know..
why
me?
a life time of dreams
a life time of wanting the best for myself
of believing deep within I was worthy
why me?
when is it my turn?
the desire and ache inside me burns
it burns
for a love like hers,
and a love like theirs
and a love like Yours
wash me clean of everything
heal my heart of everything
teach me that I can be whole again
that I can be my complete self
everything you made me to be
hold me
show me
Ican have a love like hers
and a love like theirs
and a love like Yours
i'm tired
tired
tired
of emptiness
what's in store
Dearest Lord
I am closing this gate
All I can pray is that you open a door.